First day of my life.

I honestly got lost in time at work today. It was one of the greatest days I've had in a long time. A bit nerve racking, but seriously I couldn't be happier with the opportunity. A few familiar faces stopped in for a visit, and I saw a few hundred new faces. It's literally a whole new life unfolding before my eyes that I'm not sure what to even do with yet. 

I'm about to become enthrawled with work since it seems to be my main positive aura as usual. 

On a side note, there's some quote that goes something like, "don't let the world make you hard, be soft"... Or something crazy. How is it possible to stand and witness, and write, and feel love- then toss it around like a sack of bricks. To forget to consider there's more than yourself involved. My image of love has been skewed from my example to my experience. It's hard not to become cynical, "hard", or filled with doubt. 

Although the rest of my life seems to be mysteriously aligning almost too perfectly, im not ashamed to say that at this point all I'm sure of is... I've been putting my effort into these guys plucked straight from the official pile of pure asshole.

I think it's safe to say I won't be doing anymore of that nonsense. 

Unless you're Chris Hemsworth. Then I might think about it...